Its been such a long time that i haven't posted anything. My final exams are going on and from past 1 month i was busy in submissions, presentations, reports, module completion and th list goes on. Right now my preparatory leave is going on. Unlike others i don't study during PL, rather i always go home to refresh myself for the coming up war. As usual, tragedy never forgets to accompany me and here I am spoiling my Pl in hostel with my roommates and the same food. Honestly I am bored of both, I am bored of everything related to college life for now. So I am back to my blog, The only ESCAPE from this jail where I can let my imaginary gland explore as much as it wants :)
Standing straight, upright, confident, classy chic office ankle boots, dark blue shinny jeans, baby pink women formal shirt, side puff tiffed with a black clip on open hairs falling on the shoulders perfectly and a silver watch men's style (big dial). One of my friend asked me to think about how I wanna see myself in the next ten years. I took it as a tipsy game at first and replied " I want myself owing three closets full of shoes!! every kind possible". We all started laughing. That same night after I went to bed while I was in my not so sleepy mood, I thought about it again. And wonders! I closed my eyes and saw myself exactly in the way I described in the first line. Not just this, I was in the conference hall, presenting myself and everyone was keen listening to me. I started smiling immediately. I was glowing, there was a level of confidence in my smile in my talk. WOW! isn't that so mesmerizing. And i slept away happily. Next morning I penned it down dated 28 November, 2010.
Today its 14 October,2012, approximately two years from then. I was cleaning my cupoard and I found my old diary. Old memories remind you of how much you have changed, your surrounding have changed. Reading this I started smiling and closed my eyes again. I asked myself again, and I saw myself in the same conference hall in the same outfit with few minor changes. Minor changes like I had applied kajal making my eyes look more confident, pearl earings and a silver chain around my neck. LOL! just kidding! Being a girl, I can't resist myself :P
People say we change as we grow, but do our dreams change? does our wanna be's change? Do we really change? After this morning, I don't think we change, we go on improvising, but the answer is No We Don't Change! We do a lot of mistakes ending up learning lessons. Lessons which persuade people to improve and never repeat that same mistake but it doesn't change us. You can never change your true self, and if you try to then you move away from yourself. Henceforth making yourself hollow. At some point of time you will start feeling lonely even with your best friends and will eventually give up being depressed.
So if you want to stay alive, stay close to yourself. Even if you have a terrified past stay connected to it, because that is what will make you stronger for the life ahead. Your dreams may change but your aim doesn't. For a change try reminiscing, that would help you a lot to stay attached to yourself and never feel lost. Don't loose yourself, and always keep reviving your old self, so that you keep your dream alive for a future you wish! And never be afraid of improving, afterall "Changes are a part of our lives" ^_^
Standing straight, upright, confident, classy chic office ankle boots, dark blue shinny jeans, baby pink women formal shirt, side puff tiffed with a black clip on open hairs falling on the shoulders perfectly and a silver watch men's style (big dial). One of my friend asked me to think about how I wanna see myself in the next ten years. I took it as a tipsy game at first and replied " I want myself owing three closets full of shoes!! every kind possible". We all started laughing. That same night after I went to bed while I was in my not so sleepy mood, I thought about it again. And wonders! I closed my eyes and saw myself exactly in the way I described in the first line. Not just this, I was in the conference hall, presenting myself and everyone was keen listening to me. I started smiling immediately. I was glowing, there was a level of confidence in my smile in my talk. WOW! isn't that so mesmerizing. And i slept away happily. Next morning I penned it down dated 28 November, 2010.
Today its 14 October,2012, approximately two years from then. I was cleaning my cupoard and I found my old diary. Old memories remind you of how much you have changed, your surrounding have changed. Reading this I started smiling and closed my eyes again. I asked myself again, and I saw myself in the same conference hall in the same outfit with few minor changes. Minor changes like I had applied kajal making my eyes look more confident, pearl earings and a silver chain around my neck. LOL! just kidding! Being a girl, I can't resist myself :P
People say we change as we grow, but do our dreams change? does our wanna be's change? Do we really change? After this morning, I don't think we change, we go on improvising, but the answer is No We Don't Change! We do a lot of mistakes ending up learning lessons. Lessons which persuade people to improve and never repeat that same mistake but it doesn't change us. You can never change your true self, and if you try to then you move away from yourself. Henceforth making yourself hollow. At some point of time you will start feeling lonely even with your best friends and will eventually give up being depressed.
